Ambil hati

Salam. Selamat Pagi.

Selalu x amek hati? Sket2. nk amek hati. Susah kan kalau ade perasaan macam ni. Kadang2 situasi dia x rumit mane pon. Cth mcm tgh chatting ke, ape ke...most probably bnda ni tend brlaku virtually, mcm tgh SMS ke, YM ke. Tp, lagi parah kalau berlaku dpan2.. =_="......

Si A : Awak tau x, kite kan...(bla2..tgh gigih menaip meluah rasa)

Si B : ....(ralit duk tgk mende laen)

Si A : .....( da abes ckp, tgh tggu respon)

Si B : ...( masih ralit dgn mnde2 nye)

Si A : Xpela, kite buat mnde laen dlu la...

Si B : (baru nk balik kpd conversation td)....eh2. jgn la merajuk. ade tgk mnde ni jap..bla3...

Well. It just simple mnde kan. Biasa la, kadang2 kite buat keje dlm satu masa. smbil2 chatting, smbil2 sms, duk tgk tv, duk browse internet, duk bce kosmo. duk buat keje kat opis ( aku la tu)... sdar2 smp ter ralit or terleka.

Mungkin kadang2, it just not the right time. Yep. Dpt plak time si perempuan ni tgh period. Emo nk melangit je. Sume mende pon nk emo. Sgt tidak tepat masa nya....tp, patut kah d salah kan hormon? **sgt cube mncari sebab dan musabab ntok d letakkan atas bahhu sape salah tersebut - NOT a good ethic.

Sbnar nye, sume pon xsalah. cume. kene pndai2 la kot. hmm..pndai2 la..bak kate org tua.....

KALAU TAKUT DILAMBUNG OMBAK, JANGAN BERUMAH DI TEPI PANTAI

Nota kaki : Hmm....Susah kan kalau sume benda pon nk amek hati?

Recap 2011

Salam. Pagi yg...sejuk. ( Office punye air cond yg xingt.. =_=" ) yeah...i know. i'm stuck at office on New Year ~~ lalalaa...

So here i am~ office yg sejuk. Sambil dgr lagu Cinta Farhat by Briptu Norman. Best! Kind of attached to this song for a moment.

Dan...flashback balik. Last year, right on this time...aku kat....

Group Photo!

Yess! Kat Berembun - Cameron. Well. miss those moment!

Well, 2011..so many things happen..antaranya....

1. Ramai yg dah kawen. dlm gmbr di atas tu je...dah 5 org da kawen!
i ) Put (roomate merangkap besties kat USM) ,
ii) Sani (merangkap kawan sePAKU ) btw..Sani ni kawen ngn Put. Kire aci la kan..kawan2 gue jugak..
iii) Kak Ateh ( senior)
iv) Apit ( senior juge)
v) Amed ( senior merangkap kawan se"makan", se"aktiviti" di USM dlu)

2. Xkurang juge...ramai yg da bertunang..eh...ramai ke? boleh la...
abie...k.umi...Encik Zul itu...

3. Berjaya menaiki kapal terbang. LOL. Ye, saye xpenah naek flight! n saya sgt teringin nk naek flight! N this time, bukan saja dpt naek flight. tp dpt stay dekat India for like 2 month and half n it was fully support by company. Alhamdulillah.

4. Incek Manis-Hati saya sudah tamat belajar and he left me :(~~~ Haha. Propa! Not he left me as in we broke up. He left for good. Working abroad.

5. Berjaya melangkah sedikit ke hadapan. A good step. ( In career path ) Ouh, but great position comes with huge responsibilities. Rite?

6. Increment n bonuses after a lot of chaotic in office! Phew ~ thanks for the Trust n Hope! Alhamdulillah! :)

7. Not to forget! I became auntie! My first anak buah! n only anak buah for now! Presentinggg~~~

Afeefah izzati!

kesayangan atuk ngn opah ni, kalau feefah ade kat umah, abes sume keje opah dia xjd buat..alamat nye, auntie la kne mengemas n memasak sume. sbb opah dah duk lekat je ngn feefah.


Anyhow...it been a great year. Lot of changes tho. Harapan, moga tahun 2012 akan lebih baek. Tidak meminta lebih...kerana sememangnya apa yg d beri, sudah lebih dgn ape yg aku sendri beri. Ouh. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah Ya Rabb.

Berusaha memperbaiki diri. Mempercepatkan apa yang harus d percepatkan. Memperbetulkan apa yang harus d betulkan. Semoga semua nya baik2 saja. Terima kasih Tuhan untuk nikmat ini.

p/s : Tertarik dgn status facebook kawan tntg new year. He got his point. Well said. ( credit to him - Hannan)
apesal smue status pasal slamat tnggal 2011 n slamat dtg 2012..?? it still the same day.. yesterday, today, and tomorrow..what's the different? year only a word...bende paling penting adalah kenape org berazam stiap kali tahun baru..berazam la setiap malam..itu lebih significant dari stiap tahun..pernah terpikir x..kenape new year bukan pada bulan march?bukan pada jun? boleh je kalau orang dulu2 tentukan tahun bermula pada march..tujuan utama bg status ni nak bgtahu..year only a word..the best thing utk berazam adalah setiap malam..

Orang yang paling kita sayang, itu sebenarnya paling susah nak hargai kita

"Orang yang paling kita sayang, itu sebenarnya paling susah nak hargai kita" - vice versa.

Sigh. 


p/s : aku rasa adi putra adelah sgt kacak. okeh. selingan yg lari dari tajuk. sekian.

Please stay..

Assalamualaikum and Salam Sejahtera.

It been a while since my last post. Yes, the "aura" is not coming in. I dunnoe where it go...forgive me for my grammatical error. Need to start typing again. And again talk about same thing which i need to start to blog again. I did thinking a while, bout deleting this blog and restart a new blog, but whats the point anyway? It still the same right? I want to delete all those history. but again, the question keep coming. why? why? ok, stop it. I hate when i start talking to myself. feeling like org gila sekejap.

basically, my life start boring again. again n again. wake up as early as 4.30 in morning. Get ready to office. At 5 AM start my bumblebee, and shoot to Cyberjaya. Yeah, talking bout my dear bumblebee, it been a while jugak x basuh kereta. Oh, poor u my darling. I been so busy. ok, tipu! i been so lazy to kuar at front of my house and basuh my car. Nk pegi anta carwash yg normally i sent tu, tbe2 jadi a bit afraid after the owner of the car wash somehow being super duper nice and gave me a weird smile. He even notice me every time i sent my car there, He will be the last one who touch up balik before giving me the key. Ok, i feel uncomfortable and because of that i'm afraid to go to that car wash again! Ok, enough bout the car-wash thingy. At office, login at 6 AM and yada2..normally my lunch schedule around 9-10 AM and then finish my work at 3 pm. Abes keje balik umah, mkn tgk tv. That's how the cycle go around and around and around. Phew~~ i'm at the point where i sick of it. waa...maybe i need a rest from the boring cycle?

Plus irman left. Sad. huhu. He is one of my good friend at office. He always bought me nasi goreng pagi2 and also get me water from pantry even without asking him. Such a lovely boy. He left after got the job offer at Exxonmobile as engineer-whatever. Actually i'm not sure what exactly his new post that he got but i'm sure that it was engineering-related- kind of. Ok, i'll be missing him.
\
One more thing. i'm broke! Damn, baru masuk gaji 2 hari lalu n i spent it for one day only! weuu~~ First time ever in my life. After this, i need to go into skim-ikat perut until next gaji. All the joli2 thingy also need to be postpone until next month. harap maklum.

Sekian,
Gadis Semasa. *tbe2 gadis semasa - lepas tgk vid klip Yuna gadis semasa**

p/s: title xde kne mngena ngn isi kandungan. It just the song that i post on wall at FB. I heart that song so much. Stay by estrella. :)

quote of the day

bulan

' Belajarlah daripada Bulan mengambang. Bulan hanya mengambang sekali sekala.. Bulan tidak mengambang setiap malam.. kerana dengan mengambang sekali sekala itulah pungguk jadi perindu, manusia tertunggu-tunggu.. ' ..

credit : copied someone status over fb

Time flies.

credit : facebook. curik dari page org

p/s : mood swing.

p/s 2 : aku da lmbat g opis, ade treasure hunt !how on earth aku ley terlibat pon aku x taw. sbb dari zaman uni aku bnci btol bnda2 mcm carik arah ke orienteering ke.. anyway. tgh cube sibuk kan diri! wish me luck ya!

#Day 2

Salam.


Okeh, tbe2 segan bile bace balik previous entry. Haha. X cool langsung! ingtkan da lame x update blog, xdek reader dah. Tu yang tanpa segan silu menaip mgikut rasa hati tu. Rasa mcm lama dah x menaip sebegitu emosi dan jujur. Well, seblum ni kan aktif mase Friendster blog dlu. menulis tanpa spesifikasi dan tanpa memikirkan org laen adelah sesuatu yg menyeronok kan..serius..mcm tagline " ini blog aku, jadi aku punye suke la nk tulis ape"

Tapi sejujurnye, kadang2 setengah2 benda tu lebih manis kalau kite simpan sendri2. Bukan ley caye sgt kan tenet ni..semua nya d hujung jari skang. Tambah2 lagi dgn smartphone, tab, ipad sume da canggih2. tgh berak pon ley balas status update member2. ape dehal..

Ok, fine aku dah melalut. sebnar nye nk ckp pasal menulis dgn jujur tu, xla ckp aku tulis skang or before2 ni x jujur. It just, bile kite taip tu, kne pk ape effect dia pada org2 sekeliling. Lain la kalau takat tulis pasal peribadi sndri, itu ikut suke kau la kan, tapi bile ko ckp pasal org laen, lagi2 jadi juri x berbayar, mmg lagi la terbaek kan..so, sndri kne beringat la kan. well, bak kate org tua2, kerana mulut badan binasa...

n speaking bout the tech device skang ni...i have eager to buy one la..but really can't decide which one yg nk beli...n sbnr nye, knape aku nk beli..mgkin itu soalan pertama yang patut aku tuju kan pada diri...

1. Laptop kini dah nazak.. ( tapi bile terdetik nk bli mnde baru, laptop ni trus behave..mcm tau2 je kan)
2. I want something handy n sng d bawa ke mane2
3. I want internet at my finger tips only!

so....ape pilihan yang bermain d fikiran?

huhui~~ mcm semartttt

how about smartphone?? pon boleh dpt internet jugak kannnn

ni Amazon baru je lancarkan...dengar2, dia tawarkan dgn harga yg jauh murah..around 6 hundred plus2 ok..gune platform android kalau x salah aku. n nmpk cm smooth jugak.

tadi kat opis, main si Kelvin nye galaxy tab 10.1 ni...smooth jugak, n interface pon cntik. platform android. harga dlm 1.6 k for 3G n wifi. p/s: Kelvin tu supervisor kat opis.

hmm..how about another new laptop??? semart gak, da tgk da hari tu satu...

So.....what your says??

Hmm..skang ni baru start main kutu ngn mokcik2 kat kawasan umah ni, monthly 100. Agak2, dpt duet kutu nnt baru bli menatang ni ok x?

p/s : Hari ni dpt skype ngn dia. mood : happy!


p/s : tertido dlm training *CEPT class! hate that class so much! n need to take 4 different set of exam after this in regards to CEPT thingy.


Glossary
- CEPT - g google sndri! ahaha. ( Kat malaysia kite known as MUET, kat U.S they called CEPT )

# Day 1 - I think I miss u

To awak.

Beberapa hari sebelum awak berangkat, saye buat2 cool je. Jauh di dasar hati, sumpah saya tau saya bakal rindu awak.

Malam sebelum awak berangkat, awak phone saya, inform flight awak besok pkul 11 pagi. Sumpah hati saya bergetar hebat. betul ke awak jadi pegi ni? ke saya mimpi?

Pertama kali saya drive pegi ofis jam 5 pagi yang saya x mengantok langsung, malah spnjang perjalanan, hati meronta2 bila nmpk signboard ke KLIA. patut saya ponteng atau pegi keje? tapi, saya akur pada minda dan trus masuk opis

Jam 6 pagi, saya masuk keje, awak dlm perjalan ke KLIA. saya lupe password login ID untuk pertama kalinya selepas saya gune password yang sama selama SETAHUN! parah!

saya cube buat2 cool. smp awak call saye sblum awak berlepas. suara saya dah bergetar, spt yg saya ckp pada awak, " mungkin kita xptut ckp bnyk atau....akan hujan nnt!"

Jam 11 pagi awak bertolak. Mata saya berkaca-kaca.. tapi saya masih berlagak cool, tapi sumpah, dlm hati dah bnjir.

hampir 24 jam awak xresponse untuk semua email dan sms saye, sehingga pagi tadi, dgn sms ringkas awak menyatakan bahawa awak selamat smp setelah tersangkut 8 jam d imegresen Saudi. hati saya Riang hati mcm mng loteri!!

Awak, jaga diri kat tempat orang.

Motif panjang2 ni adelah untuk bagi tau, saya rindu kat awak. ini semua apa yang saya rasa.saya rasa, saya Xmampu ckp sume ni depan2 dgn awak. Biar awak paksa saya seribu kali pon, saya xmungkin akan ckp dengan ikhlas nnt.

Awak, saya mungkin x reti ckp bunga2. Xreti ckp sweet2. Tapi, inilah saya. just simple of me. Truly, Saya rindu awak.

p/s : D hujung2 doa kita selepas solat, tlong mintak Dia kuat kan hubungan kita. Ini masa terbaek untuk kita sama2 perbaiki diri dan muhasabah. jujur.... Cinta Dia lebih utama. Rindu Dia lebih utama. Mungkin ada baek nya, buat masa kini, saya salur kan rindu dan cinta kita pada Dia agar bertambah kekuatan hubungan kita.


From Saya.

Selamat jalan sayang. :)

Selamat jalan sayang! Gonna mish u like crazy. huhu. see ya in one years. dun forget, bring me some camel. hehe.

agak2 u balik jadik cmni ke?

p/s : take a good care of yourself. When i said good care, means make sure u take it seriously ok dear. Bye! :)

be grateful

"Don't compare your life with others. You have no idea what their journey is all about"

::Do with me, put your hand on your chest and do feel your own heartbeat and say "I am satisfied with what I have. My love, happiness, and security. Everything that Allah gave me. Allah is enough for me::

copied from shafiq's FB status

l.a.p.a.r

Saya lapar. Jadi saya order room dining.

Egg Fried Rice & Chicken Lollipop

close up chicken itu

dan nasi goreng itu juge.

kring2..call bilik sebelah dgn harapan nk ajak mkan skali, sbb portion yg maha besar itu. tapi x berangkat. okeh...teruskan misi makan..kerana perut dah nyanyi dondang sayang...

selepas makan

ok~ dah selesai. Membazir kan...tapi da knyg, xley paksa2.

motif post : adelah bosan.. nk cite pasal g bird santuary x last week? best gak. nnt kalau rajin, akan cerita beserta gambar. Kalau rajin la...

tentang kawan=kawan

engkau adalah sahabatmu. dan mereka adalah cermin kamu.

kawan...

always play the blame game
padahal it's about choice
takde siapa paksa
but saying ur friend convinced you or influenced you to do something wrong..
doesnt make what you did is right or even okay
it's just plain wrong kan?

cuma, kadang2 kita lupa

#1

"Setitis airmata menyatukan aku dengan mereka yang patah hati. Seulas senyum menjadi sebuah tanda kebahagiaan ku dalam keberadaan. Aku merasa lebih baik jika aku mati dalam hasrat dan kerinduan dari jika aku hidup menjemukan dan putus asa." 

(Kahlil Gibran)

kekecewaan

Hidup ni kadang2 memang cilaka.

Saat ini, aku rasa nk jauh dari semua.

Transport Allowance!!

As Salam~

Ok, start on August. Akan dpt Transport Allowance. Provided bg yg keje kat Main campus Cyberjaya~ Wuhuu!! Thanks you la boss. We love you la.

So, kire2, duet tu boleh allocate ntok benda laen kaannn..haha..mcm2 da bermain d fikiran. Xley blah, trus bukak Air Asia page...padehal..allowance start August kot...

p/s : sibuk nau nk carik keje laen, Employer kasik allowance lebih plak..rilex stahun dua, kot2 dapat jadik GM ke..haha. Cita-cita nk melangit..! Heh!

pikir-pikir pasal duet..mmg xpernah nk puas. kan?? bnyk mana pon, mmg xkan sentiasa cukup..dan xpernah ckup...kann...

Kebebasan bersuara

As salam..

Seriously, i missed old those days where i blog like-no-one-care what i wrote. Its like any feeling, anything that came across my mind, i will write on my blog. It was like diary of my life. Bout my crush! My feeling towards other, bout insanity, almost bout everything.

But time ran so fast...change. a lot of thing has changed. From friendster blog i, i move to blogspot. then, i changed my link..just because i ran from people. Even though, i now, soon or later, they still able to find me. Common man, its IT world! Dunia tanpa sempadan. Jauh mana kau lari, sembunyi. They will find you. One day. I know that! For sure.

The reason u hiding? Running away? I couldn't tell u..its not because i don't want to. It because..i dun have the specific answer. It just pathetic cause u dun know how to express those feeling in words! Craps! Hoho.

Random 1

He : " Puteri Raifana tu, ur sis ke?"

Me : " Err, nampak macam my sis ke?"

He : "Dia selalu komen2 kat wall FB awak."

Me : "Haha. Xla, she's my BFF la"

p/s: Sape2 nak jadik adik aku? Meh komen fb aku banyak2. Haha.

p/s 2 : aku belek2 surat2 pasal g india nie, tibe2 terpandang tarikh yang dia mmg allocate ntok BCP ni. 20 May samp 20 August 2011. What the??? Asal aku x perasan sebelum ni? Bukan da ubah ke 1 month and half only ke?? Cis, ni silap nye bila sume just ckp mulut n x mintak hitam putih.... Nangisss T_T

p/s 3 : Zaihan, my partner in crime kat cni akan berlepas pulang dulu sbb dia mmg da resign on 27th of this month. So, bertabah la ntok menjadi wakil tunggal kaum hawa d cni ye. Common2. U can do it! 3 minggu lagi! Yosh! Dia balik next week on Monday maybe. Hmm...re-constructing.....

Glosari
BFF : Best Friend Forever. 
BCP : Business Continue Plan 

*maaf, menulis tanpa spesifikasi, sbb aku tau, smua benda bercampur aduk. Macam tu jugak la aku skarang.

kecik2 da pandai serabut! haha. tapi sssooomeellll!

postpone?

" He will visit the site soon. Need u guys to be there. The tour will start at Philippine then, Malaysia and lastly India"

Me : Where is he now? Already in Malaysia?

" No. In France."

Me : ...........???


nota kaki : ok. Memang xda sinar2 harapan untuk pulang pada akhir bulan ni. Syabas!

Baby. Baby. Baby.



sumber : Reuter kat yahoo page

Baby ni lahir kat Texas dgn seberat 7.3 kg! Boleh bayang x mcm mane agk nye mommy dia mngandungkan dia...huhu...

Mase baby2, serasa aku, aku lahir kurang dari 4 kg kot..n lahir ikut tingkap plak tuh. Tau x lahir kot tingkap tu ape? lahir dgn pembedahan..sbb tu mama kate, aku ni degil org nye. haha. ade relation ke?? hmm..

kesimpulan nya. sayangi la ibu anda. baru borak ngn mama tadi, tnye cmne la kalau aku kne assign kejekat india 2 tahun ke. mama kata, xpayah laa...haha. * aku pon xnk. kalau kat aussie ke, bes gak. haha. dang!