Saturday, October 31, 2009

if only...


if only i can fly...

i wanna go back to my home =)

i wanna go to see you =)

but

i have no wings.

so,

i can only dream.

nite evyone~


Friday, October 30, 2009

at last.


almost 1 hour..i type and delete..n again..re-type and delete..
at last..
i decided to not write
anything.

because

it just an idiot thing and too simple issue to be pointed out.
only idiot people will talk bout idiot thing,
but sometimes i do feel
i'm one from them =p
but sometimes laa...LOL

the moment



happy moment praise GOD..
difficult moment seek GOD..
quiet moment worship GOD..
painful moment trust GOD..
every moment thank GOD..

=)

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

bersemangat sikit.

benar2 rapuh.

sambil menghantuk kepala atas meja.

"aku nak berenti belajar!"

air mata dah nak bertabur!

*situasi time meeting FYP smlm*

gile bangang aku!

thats what i feel when no one to ask, no one to brainstorm, it juz because no one!

n the request...i want this, to be that, to be like this..

*don't blame others* it yours!

haisyooo...jatuh! tlong bgunkan aku, dan ajar kan aku berjalan..x mampu berlari sendiri. tolong...=(

tolong..please.

thanks untuk yg sudi. aku benar2 ranap. bersemangat la skit. tolong.


*diam*

Sunday, October 25, 2009

over the limit

morning!! bile da lebih mase tido..xsuke taruk gmbr sbnar nye..tp...



tukar cadar...tukar cadar...

ape yg ada d ctu..??

cik sotong tu put punye. bukan saye.
ade cekak merah d kepala katil.itu saye punye...
ade tuala KRU berkaler biru.saye punye juge..
sebiji bantal dan selimut.saye punye lagi..juge..
tu je...atas katil saye...simple kan?

gmbr laen...



yg nie soft board yg taruk mcm2..

-pin tudung
-ad tiket wayg..satu cite papadom~ tgk ngn cik put, satu lagi..cite ninja..haha~ cite tipoo...tgk ngn budak tuh..
-ats tiket wayang yg kaler putih tuh. tag yg slaloo taruk kat mayat tuh, ade tulis name kematian, sbb kematian..tuu, angah punye keje, penah nk tag kat aku time aku tido...T_T..aduyai..saba je la kan ade angah cmtuh, sbb die forensik, jadik die bnyak la mende2 cmtuh
-lagik, kertas kaler2 tuh, due date mcm2 assignment, paper n fyp~~


okies2..kapla da pening sbnr nye..ngee~~ n cik perut plak x membantu...mgkin. should tido dah skang~ selamat malam sume...

sempat lagi...

mood nak menaip..

dalam hingar budak2 kat belakang nie, citer pasal nk p makan mana..(aku pasang telinga jeh)

"saya x reti nak masuk ngn dorg..nape ntah..kekok..."...kateku pelahan pada cik rumet d sebelah

hmm..

angah kol tdik! gelak2..kunun macho..jadik penghulu kem smp tercucuk mata.

"weii..ko balik umah bile...dgr cite xreti2 nk balik..gunung mane plak ko nak pnjat nie..? bla3x"...bebel angah..

..hehe...nnt raye haji org balik arr...

pastu kan, angah ngadu kat mama..harga p xpdc tuh, same harge ngn kasut adidas saye..hoho..terdgr suare mama mengomel kat blkg..bek bg mama duit tuh, kite p shopping baju raye..aduyaii mama nie..

huhu~

kesimpulan nye, angah still mc lagik..bersenang2 d rumah..chaitt...xaci!

okies, smbg wat keje...ganbatte nee!!

trime kaseh~

salam~

d cni saye nk ucapkan ribuan terime kaseh.

kepade mama n babah~ buat angah yg tercucuk mata ngn kayu tuh, cpat2 sembuh yeh.

kepade cik rumet dan cik azem yg menemani hdup saye d cni,

kepade rakan2 tekun~

kepade wan yg tlong duplicate kunci lab,

kepade semua yg memberi rasa.

dan kepada anda, untuk sudi datang malam td, even da lewat~ (^_~)..thanx sgt2 yeh! really appreciate!


so, marila bersame2 memajukan diri! yg ade keje tu siap kan, client buyoff n research full paper..this week! ganbatte for cs member!!~

buat cik rumet n azem~ study ntok final! put..genetic tu kasik abes cpat2..azem semangat sket! nk mkn pasembur ke xmo nie?? kasik setel down sume, nnt kite pk same2 p mkn pasembur k?

Yan^Z n Nik ~~ aku da ajk p BR...korg yg x avail~~ lalaa..so? haha...

n kamu~ selamat menstudy kan dri! jgn nakal2.. n take care! gud luck final k!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

new workspace~

salam~

currently i'm sitting in front of PC. i would like to say..an old PC~ whatever it is, should be thankful and grateful cause still have a space. So-called-a-space cause one group only one PC. well, alhamdulillah~ kufur nikmat btol, bg betis nk paha, at least..it open 24 hours, n connected to internet. got air-cond too..haish..

huhu~ so didn't tell to salleh yet about this lab. hehe, planning to conquer alone...waa,sgt jahat..yes, i am. so what?

n also, juz find out about the buyoff client that i've to submit, 2 chapter!~ pergh~~ with the full paper also next week. so, i have really to start working on it seriously, for CCR~ must have the initial of client~ include external if you have. yes, CEDEC again...ask Salleh je pgi can aa...hoho..again~ being too cruel? hem, whatever...

and also...before i forget to mention about it...the e-dagang clas..i mean Dr Rosnah class...the CV must submit 9 Nov, i juz saw it this morning..plus the evaluation for web too..submitted the next day...waa~~ too many things actually....hehe, still nk maen2 lgik? ok...think about it.

getting beku inside this lab...chow first!

p/s: to budak busuk!! hehe..ai nk p mkn la nie..jap g..taa~ take care.(^.^)~

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

think big and kick!

maseh mencari mood untuk kembali menulis.

x busy pon, tp maseh belum punya idea yg serasa nya menarik untuk d kongsi bersama.

buat yg nk exam next2 week,

SELAMAT BERSTUDY WEEK & MENGHADAPI FINAL EXAM

buat cik rumet, kate nk dpt DL kan sem nie, harus lebih gigih dan tekun,

saye xdek paper this sem. sume coursework. masak laa nk present next2 week.

good luck ntok saya juga.

p/s: skill menulis makin truk, otak jem bace paper journal bnyk sgt kot ntok menghasilkan tachnical paper. serius susah sbnar nye buat paper nie, tgh pk2, nk smbg master ke x nie...*sigh*

Friday, October 09, 2009

the truth

hari silih berganti.
yang akan datang itu pasti.
detik terus berlalu,
yang pergi x mungkin kembali
choose to live with hell or with smile.

*kadang2 kuasa memilih bukan seratus peratus d tgn kita

the man said. He's ready.

the lady *deep smile* nodding softly

it is for real? it is the way to live happily?

*bukan lesen untuk kata aku sedang bahgia, tapi stigma masyarakat sekeliling buat aku kdg2 hilang dalam terang. bagaimana? *sigh*

bak kata kawan aku "kalau dah jumpa yg baek, apa salah nya..sbb kita x taw, sama ada kita akan jumpa yg baek mcm dia lagi atau tidak"

*tp, baek kah aku untuk seorang "dia" itu? hahahaaa~ perlu masa. well, no one perfect right?

rakan~

*kekok*

aku buntu untuk bertindak seperti apa. haha. sejak bila seorang aku menjadi buntu dan kekok bila berhadapan dgn makhluk yg bergelar rakan ituh?

dia baek. mula baek. kasi aku pinjam novel, kasi aku optimus prime itu. aku maseh belum ucap terima kaseh. *sgt keji bukan?* maaf! aku !kekok..entah mahu mula dari mana aku bingung. maaf lagi! terima kasih ya sahabat. *jika aku maseh lulus dalam ujian menjadi sahabat mu*

analogi..sekoloni semut, berjalan menuju ke sebuah tempat yg penuh dgn khazanah, dalam perjalanan...seekor semut hilang..agk2 nya, apa semut tu rasa andai keberadaan nya tidak d hiraukan. cth, if semut tuh ade henfon pon, semut2 laen x kan give a call, hatta secebis msg pon untuk bertanya kan ke manakah semut itu menghilang..pathetic kan.

*cemburu pada mereka yg hilang, tidak ke kelas, tp masih ada yg sudi msg dn bertanya sebab mgapa tidak hadir ke kelas. mgkin sakit, mgkin ada masalah*

hahaha~ benamkan aku dlm sahara tandus itu, moga x kelihatan manik2 putih yg berguguran itu.

the truth. reality bite.

to gain sumtin', we might sacrifice sumtin'....no pain, no gain..

it is?

chill la weh~~

p/s :: to the man, the lady said ~ she so happy, n she said, sorry for all the miserable.

p/s 2 :: tired oredi, should stop. there's people telling me. y u should update bout yourself here, dun have to tell people what u do, what u want, somehow..it annoy, n people dun wan to noe it... hemm..take it as what huh? *mgkin harus tutup blog ini? bg aku masa untuk fikirkan nya*

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Golden Dreams...

Be there when people need you.

=)

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

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Pejam celik..pejam celik..da 2 minggu aku kat cnie..
it is? 2 weeks right? cepat betol mase berlalu..
bnyak juge yg berlalu.
terlalu banyak. aku pon x larat nak update satu2..al-maklum lah..pinjam bb rumet.
internet kat bilik mmg la sgt x ikhlas..nk masuk ym pon x lepas kot..
naseb badan..tggu mase nk masuk Lab untuk FYP la nant..
n not to forget...kne re-new my matrix card. aiyoohh...RM 60 la melayang jawab nye..
kalau x mmg la x masuk lab aku d buat nye..skang nk masuk lab pon kne touch card..ape kes ntah..

so far..ntah..aku x reti la nk describe mcm mane..
nk ckp x hepi..hepi jeh..rase nye la..
nak ckp x ckup mkn ke..haha..terlebih ade le..
nk ckp..xdek membe..ade jeh..rumet ckup...kawan kepade rumet pon dah jadik kawan aku..
ape lagik yg x ckup nye..
hoho..itu la yg kite kne find out...
adakah kerana percaturan hati dan minda tak selari??

rase nye mcm dah tau..
mmg susah hati kan kalau kite nak buat sesuatu tu, tp dah trang2 mama say NO!
haish...

Thursday, October 01, 2009

(+.+)

seminar...seminar...seminar...
update gune dell baru pojul..kaler biru...
huhuuiii~
bile la nk beli laptop baru
haihh..counting...duet nk beli tuh, ade le...
tp.......
aduyai..jum2, kumpul duet..
jgn boros2.
ngee...

mode - bosan gler...